*weeps* First of all, I really want to thank all my LJ buddies for all the Birthday Wishes, the LJ liquor from Kiki was especually amusing ^-^. I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart, I really can't thank you all and really express to you how much I love you all and am so blessed to have you all in my life.
I was supposed to wake up early but decided to sleep in a little bit cause fuck it, I want me some kind of sleep!! I took a nice hot long shower and decided to actually dress up a little bit. For those that know me, I don't dress up except for Family shit and even then its very minamum. But I went all out: nice shirt, skirt, contacts, heels, jewlery, the whole thing. Got the usual funny version of the "Happy Birthday" song from my dad. He's done it every year and as dumb as it is, I love it. Went to Dunkin Donuts for my smoothie cause those things are my second crack! It made me late for work but no one seemed to care. Especually sice I walked in wearing this:
Sorry, no pic of me wearing that hat, that pic didn't come out so hot! So that was a good start. I walked to my desk and there was this big balloon attached to my chair!
There were cards and Wonka Bars on my desk too. And Carol made me a big batch of her special cookies for me!! We didn't sing which was probably for the best but we had a good time. I totally blew my diet today too from all the sugar and bad stuff. Oh well!! My stupid fucking Boss walked by and didn't even say anything to me!! What a bitch!!
Got the usual 4:34 call from my mom as I was going home, (well, I heard it on my voice mail) and got Lydia's voice message too! I was in fucking hysterics! My good friends Anne, Allie and Jess called too! *hugs* All three of them are from High School so it rocks that they still care enough to call. Went home to change for rehearsal and my mom bought me Panera's for dinner!
Went to rehearsal and it was alot of fun. Got to see Mellissa who I haven't seen in a while, and SAL!! I was so glad to see him since he's been really sick, he's feeling better now though so thats good. Matt gave me the biggest hug and kiss and told me happy birthday. Then he grabbed my ass. . . The Pagent boys were there and they sang their songs which I was LMAO! And the Plaid Boys did a few numbers too and we were all having so much fun. Got to see Lucien and his husband (lots of hugs and kisses from them!) Then during intermission I saw Justin and he came up to me and with a gave me a happy birthday and big hug and kiss! I never know how Justin is going to react to me for some reason so I was surprised when he was so happy to see me. Then I got him to give me the greatest gift ever.
As some of you may or may not know: Justin works at Six Flags Amusment Park and he plays Robin. It drives me crazy with how fucking funny that is. So a few nights ago I started drawing a Robin (Teen Titans style) drawing of him and I happen to finish it over the weekend and it came out REALLY good. So I asked him (adding that if it got him mad or it would get him in trouble with the park he didn't have too) if he could sign the drawing for me. He was in Hysterics. He fucking loved it. And I loved him for doing it. So he signed it for me:
I love even more that he wrote "Boy Wonder" LMAO!!
God that drawing is so good! Kinda think it looks better now with his signature now too! Also during the break, while I was hugging Matt he yelled out "OH YEAH! BEFORE ANYONE GOES WE NEED TO SING HAPPY BIRTHDYA TO JUUI-CHAN!!" So the entire Cabaret sang me Happy Birthday and I got more hugs and Kisses and I was really on the verge of tears. I even told that to Matt and Madalyn and Jeanie. Kris asked me to stay after our break too cause he wanted me to do more stuff in that Galla so I was really honored by that. Its nothing spectacular just more songs, but that means that I'm automatically in the show and I may get a part or something. Afterwards we had a cake that Madalyn made for me (yes it says my real name. . ):
Apparently, she made it while she was doped up on cough medicine and in her underwear. So we called it the "Drunken Porn Cake". It was REALLY good!! I cut it and served it and made a big mess on Kirs's table cloth. . . .Maddy was so upset though saying "I didn't forget about you, I have a birthday present for you! I was making it and my sewing machine broke and now I have to wait till I can go to my moms to finish it! But you will get it! I didn't forget about you!!" I laughed and gave her a hug. She's so cute.
All and all, I'm really satisfied with my Birthday. I may have said earlier that I didn't know what I wanted but somehow I think I did kinda know. Of course theres the whole "I want dvds and material possesions" (my chinese sign is a boar, sue me) but as far as like what I wanted in life or whatever, I try to do and kinda have an idea what I want. Last year I wanted to Kiss a Hot boy (don't ask just thank Wonderboy) which I did and was happy about. This year, I think I just wanted people to care about me enough to say "Happy Birthday" and actually mean it. I just wanted to be with People who loved me. I didn't get that last year. My parents were doing whatever they do with my brother, Lydia was in another country, work was on hyatus, The Hellbeast made plans, Pussyboy forgot and I didn't really know anyone at the Cabaret yet to really be friends with them. I got my normal call from my High School friends (I know, I suck cause I'm buisy and am terrible at calling people back I know but I do love you guys!!) and if it weren't for Chelsea I may not even be here. Now, I have so many people who love me, at home, on line, at work, at the Cabaret that I am so over come with love I don't know what to do with it now.
Thank you all so much. Even though its after 12 where I am and that means my birthday is over, I can't thank you all enough for making it really specual for me. I was going to pop in Pirates for a little bit but its late and I'm exhausted so thanks again everyone.