YEAH! Kris cancelled rehearsal tonight! I get the night off to relax which I REALLY Fucking need cause I'm so fucking tired. I kept doozing off at work today and I just was not physically or mentally prepared for tonight. I guess he had auditions for Music Man and someother rehearsal going on or something. Plus I don't have one tomorrow so extra rest! That and I need to go shopping so I can get that done since my cousin is getting Married this weekend and I'm no where near ready for it. That and I need a new sweater since poor Edward is at work all the time and his zipper is broken. And I should start staking up for my trip since next paycheck is for Lydia's Birthday and whatever is left is going to my trip! Which snaps for me, I ordered my tickets last night and the price was down again!!

Man, I can't believe its August already. This month is going to suck, I have so much going on. Its my Birthday, its Lydia's Birthday, I have my cousin's wedding, rehearsals for 2 shows, a show and my trip.Plus the usual work and any kind of social life I try to keep. I keep a small planner with me to keep track and there is something going on everyday. . Gooo

At least I don't feel as bad about last night anymore. I love Maddy. If we hadn't talked tonight I probably would have still been a wreck. And I didn't have to deal with it tonight anyway so I'm feeling better about it. Tonight will probably just be dvds and early bed time and relaxing. No drawing or writing tonight, even though my muses are screaming at me.

Sorry guys, sleep calls for the Juui-chan!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

Some one went into my drug store and used my name to get my medication so now I'm down a perscription and they only put 5 pills for me in the bottle. They said I was there last Friday and I wasn't! WTF?!?! I need my headache medication! I HAVE A FUCKING HEADACHE!! Now I have to go down there and argue with them, but I don't know when I'm going to be able to or how long I can last without my drugs!!